Sunday, November 28, 2010

Mmm the sweetness of infliction

Master beat slave the day before yesterday *happy sigh*, she feels so much better now.
Master says that she has her 'perma grin' back *laugh* she feels like it.


Master used random implements from around the house to bring slave to tears, it was much needed and she loved it.
After reducing slave to a sniffling mess Master bent her over and stuffed His super hard cock into her wet pussy, thrusting into her He soon filled her with a hot load. Ah, the utter perfection of being a 'creme filled slave', *laugh* it aways makes her think of Twinkies.


W/we played in the mud today and afterwards came home to have crawdads, fried catfish, shrimp scampi and leftover green bean casserole for dinner, what a great meal! A regular swamp feast :).

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Copper wire and seams

Have Y/you ever played with copper wire? Once its stripped bare its a beautiful thing, varying shades of brassy gold.
 slave likes to play with jewelry ideas and twist it into shapes, though after a few twists it tries to bind and becomes hard to mold.
Recent events have this slaves insides bound uncomfortably. When speaking to Master about her feelings by the bonfire slave mentioned that her insides were in knots but, upon further reflection slave feels that it is closer to twists of wire...

Emotions, like bare wire are beautiful  things, though can easily become a bothersome twisty mess.
All of the recent events coupled with this slaves attempts to be strong for Master have her a ball of weirdly bound feelings.

Things are hard right now with all of the sad things taking place...
Alaska almost worked but didn't.
Master and w had to split.
Masters mom had a couple of strokes and He can't get to her to visit.
Two days ago Masters sister lost her baby at 36 weeks..... the one W/we are staying with. Its so sad just happy that W/we are here to help her if she needs it....
this slave wishes she could help more

*sigh*

Through all of this slave dares to mention her feelings, she feels selfish. Though after a few weeks of hiding them to help others she is all knotted now.

It helps to mindlessly blog and get these thoughts out so she can better serve Master with a clearer mind and help the family better when not so focused on her herself....

 Just everything inside is that emotion that resembles being locked in a chest with one small seam to scream though when you wont survive without more room to expand your lungs for a louder scream to be heard with......

Friday, November 12, 2010

Just another kinda limbo

Being back in Florida means looking for work all over again, a necessary evil of life...

This time though since the house split Master and slave are living in another town and are out of the city *happy dance* and another plus is how close the ocean is...

In another sort of limbo though, staying with family until one of U/us has a steady income for rent since Master let w have the house.
So will keep updating and will hopefully have a place again within a month. Maybe this time W/we wont have to start all over again.

Master did 'creme fill' slave in the shower today, and it was really hot Thank You Master!