Kneeling here in front of the computer in the early morning hours. Master watches TV on the bed behind slave and she thinks of how lucky she is. This life is... amazing and Master is just too good for words. It's nice how so many things are just, natural now. How much slave has changed these past few years. slave doesn't have to think to ask before she uses the bathroom anymore, she just does. slave waits to eat until Master has taken a bite because that's just how it should be. slave grabs the thinnest blanket for the bottom of Masters cage because it should be hard. Masters drink is always full and fresh, sitting on a pad so it doesn't drip on Him when He gets a drink.
Master allows slave to serve Him and she is grateful and happy, very happy.
slave still has things to work on though, many, many things that need improving. she looks forward to such things and hopes to please Master with all that she does.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Continuing sweet release...
Then Master softly brushed His fingertips against slaves throbbing nipple, delicately caressed her welted ass and laid a light hand on her tender side.
Gently touching her as slave leaned into Masters warm, naked body with hurt, happy noises.Moments later Master pulls away with a growl and brings the thick glass rod down to thud against slaves body. Over and over and over ....
slave gives a little squeal as she feels the cold, smooth glass rubbing against her wet pussy. Master barely slides it inside her for just a second, then takes it away. Bringing Winston down to crack against slaves ass a few times causing slave to put most of her weight against Masters cuffs.
Then slave feels the light, feathery touch of Masters lips on hers before He kisses her deeply *heaven*.
slave can feel Master moving before her and follows Master by sound and scent, oh Master smells so good!
The hairs on her body stand up and she shudders at the sound of Master swinging an implement behind her, this way and that, and slave waits.....
Taken completely by surprise when it slaps against her flesh repeatedly.
slave starts to wonder if her feet are supporting her weight at all any more as she quivers and pants. Hanging there slave has no concept of time, though it was probably 30 seconds or so it seemed like it was a moment that just hung in the air....
Master suddenly wraps slave up in something incredibly soft, holding her in His strong embrace. Lifting her with one arm Master unhooks the cuffs and she leans back into Him, so warm, so safe.
Master effortlessly lays slave on the bed and wraps Himself around her so protecting and loving, slowly slipping off the blindfold.
slave makes happy noises and Master answers with a deep growl in her ear that rumbles out of His chest. Lightly kissing her face slave thanks Master happily and T/they lay together, so perfect.
Thank You Master.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Sweet release
slave was laying in the cage beside Masters bed as He watched TV yesterday.
Completely miserable, she tried to fight all of the thoughts that were making her squirm in an effort not to touch herself. So excited, so pent up she wasn't sure what to do with herself, tortured.
Master looks down at her "slave" He says, "go pick out ten implements, some sandpaper and the wartenburg wheel". "Yes Master" slave replies with the hopeful thought that perhaps her torture was ending.
After gathering Masters toys (Winston included of course) slave kneels beside Him quietly.
After a few moments Master turns His attention to slave "what is going through your mind?" He asks. "Nothing Master" slave replies, "Nothing?" He questions. "i am trying not to get too excited Master, You have been enjoying torture lately Sir" she replies trying to fight the tremor in her voice. she startles at Masters devious laugh "How do you torture a pain slut?" He asks with a chuckle "you deny them pain".
Master calls her over to the chain dangling from the roof and fastens the black and blue cuffs around her wrists and hooks them to the chain. slave starts trembling as she stands on tiptoe almost hanging from her wrists, trembling with excitement, eagerness and fear.
Master stepped away for a moment, then was suddenly behind slave slipping a blindfold over her eyes.
slave starts to slip down into that place ....
Master drags the sandpaper softly down slaves sides and she moans in pleasure...
After a few moments He starts pressing harder and harder as He rubs slave whimpers, gasping and fighting not to squirm.
When slave felt like all the skin had been rubbed off of her sides Master brushed the sandpaper against her sensitive nipples. Within seconds slave was sniffling and trying not to cry, and breathed a sigh of relief when Master pulled away.
Crying out when Master cracked the zebra cane against them and choking back a sob.
Switching to slaves ass, back and thighs Master used the 'zebra' cane that leaves twin stripes with each stroke. Winston the awful/lovely construction garbage. The flogger, crop, and various other toys found or created. Beating slave with His great skill Master had her fighting not to move and wondering how much more she could take, sobbing and sagging in the cuffs.
... to be continued
Completely miserable, she tried to fight all of the thoughts that were making her squirm in an effort not to touch herself. So excited, so pent up she wasn't sure what to do with herself, tortured.
Master looks down at her "slave" He says, "go pick out ten implements, some sandpaper and the wartenburg wheel". "Yes Master" slave replies with the hopeful thought that perhaps her torture was ending.
After gathering Masters toys (Winston included of course) slave kneels beside Him quietly.
After a few moments Master turns His attention to slave "what is going through your mind?" He asks. "Nothing Master" slave replies, "Nothing?" He questions. "i am trying not to get too excited Master, You have been enjoying torture lately Sir" she replies trying to fight the tremor in her voice. she startles at Masters devious laugh "How do you torture a pain slut?" He asks with a chuckle "you deny them pain".
Master calls her over to the chain dangling from the roof and fastens the black and blue cuffs around her wrists and hooks them to the chain. slave starts trembling as she stands on tiptoe almost hanging from her wrists, trembling with excitement, eagerness and fear.
Master stepped away for a moment, then was suddenly behind slave slipping a blindfold over her eyes.
slave starts to slip down into that place ....
Master drags the sandpaper softly down slaves sides and she moans in pleasure...
After a few moments He starts pressing harder and harder as He rubs slave whimpers, gasping and fighting not to squirm.
When slave felt like all the skin had been rubbed off of her sides Master brushed the sandpaper against her sensitive nipples. Within seconds slave was sniffling and trying not to cry, and breathed a sigh of relief when Master pulled away.
Crying out when Master cracked the zebra cane against them and choking back a sob.
Switching to slaves ass, back and thighs Master used the 'zebra' cane that leaves twin stripes with each stroke. Winston the awful/lovely construction garbage. The flogger, crop, and various other toys found or created. Beating slave with His great skill Master had her fighting not to move and wondering how much more she could take, sobbing and sagging in the cuffs.
... to be continued
Monday, April 20, 2009
Torture...
Kneeling at Masters foot slave tries to think of something boring... like baseball... or... um... nuns, yeah nuns will work! .....nope... not nuns either... *frustrated sigh*.
Master is torturing slave again, oh the agony! Master sits in His chair all sexy and naked, every so often casually brushing His hand against His perfect cock. slave thinks about how that large hand can just about wrap all the way around her little throat and she starts getting wet again before she remembers the nuns... playing baseball.... good old boring baseball... at a ballpark... boring...
*whimper*
Master has been teasing and torturing slave for about two weeks or so (slave has very carefully not been keeping track because that only makes it worse). When slave doesn't have sex she starts getting all riled up, three days usually has her at the bitch in heat stage. Well, the last couple of times that Master has had 'sex' with slave He has fucked one of His other girls first, with slave in the room all horny, trying not to get the carpet all wet.....
Then Master has slave get on top of Him and barely, just barely puts the tip of Him inside her while 'w' or 'n' gives Master a hand job until He shoots His load in slave's pussy. Thanking Master for the hot load making her a 'cream filled slave' slave is in agony (though grateful and privileged). T/they both know that Masters cum dripping out of slave will keep her extremely fired up for hours, slave hopes that Master is enjoying her torment.
So slave kneels, at perfect cock level, and works up the nerve to stroke it while being alert for a 'look' from Master. Master gives her a few seconds to let her guard down before thwacking her on the forehead, firm but not punishing. slave miserably rocks back into position and Master smiles down at her, slave tries not to pout.
This happens repeatedly for days though with slight variations each time. Master actually allows slave to play with it for a few moments once or twice...
Baseball..... gardening... so wet... slave starts picturing her lips sliding down Masters shaft... the feel of His head as slave flicks her tongue... oh yeah, boring, not baseball that doesn't work... boats, yeah slave likes boats! they are fun. she loves being in the water, and the storms are nice, the rough seas... rough... what a great word.... slave loves it when Master is rough... when He pins her down and pounds into her... choking slave while Master growls at her... *squish* slave realizes that she is soaked... Agh! Freaking nuns! *misery, horrible misery*
After slave tells Master that she feels like she is going to explode and pleads for help. Master tells her that it should be easy for her to cum when He tells her to, whenever He decides to make use of her. slave remembers the last time (seems so long ago...) when she had trouble having an orgasm when commanded to... slave could just strangle herself! *beating her head on the floor*
Perhaps if she is lucky Master will have mercy on her soon, and slave will be sure to stay out of her way this time.
Master is torturing slave again, oh the agony! Master sits in His chair all sexy and naked, every so often casually brushing His hand against His perfect cock. slave thinks about how that large hand can just about wrap all the way around her little throat and she starts getting wet again before she remembers the nuns... playing baseball.... good old boring baseball... at a ballpark... boring...
*whimper*
Master has been teasing and torturing slave for about two weeks or so (slave has very carefully not been keeping track because that only makes it worse). When slave doesn't have sex she starts getting all riled up, three days usually has her at the bitch in heat stage. Well, the last couple of times that Master has had 'sex' with slave He has fucked one of His other girls first, with slave in the room all horny, trying not to get the carpet all wet.....
Then Master has slave get on top of Him and barely, just barely puts the tip of Him inside her while 'w' or 'n' gives Master a hand job until He shoots His load in slave's pussy. Thanking Master for the hot load making her a 'cream filled slave' slave is in agony (though grateful and privileged). T/they both know that Masters cum dripping out of slave will keep her extremely fired up for hours, slave hopes that Master is enjoying her torment.
So slave kneels, at perfect cock level, and works up the nerve to stroke it while being alert for a 'look' from Master. Master gives her a few seconds to let her guard down before thwacking her on the forehead, firm but not punishing. slave miserably rocks back into position and Master smiles down at her, slave tries not to pout.
This happens repeatedly for days though with slight variations each time. Master actually allows slave to play with it for a few moments once or twice...
Baseball..... gardening... so wet... slave starts picturing her lips sliding down Masters shaft... the feel of His head as slave flicks her tongue... oh yeah, boring, not baseball that doesn't work... boats, yeah slave likes boats! they are fun. she loves being in the water, and the storms are nice, the rough seas... rough... what a great word.... slave loves it when Master is rough... when He pins her down and pounds into her... choking slave while Master growls at her... *squish* slave realizes that she is soaked... Agh! Freaking nuns! *misery, horrible misery*
After slave tells Master that she feels like she is going to explode and pleads for help. Master tells her that it should be easy for her to cum when He tells her to, whenever He decides to make use of her. slave remembers the last time (seems so long ago...) when she had trouble having an orgasm when commanded to... slave could just strangle herself! *beating her head on the floor*
Perhaps if she is lucky Master will have mercy on her soon, and slave will be sure to stay out of her way this time.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Long showers and nakedness
Stepping out of the shower slave quickly dries off and pokes her head out of the open bathroom door, Master is stretched out on the bed relaxing. "What would You like me to smell like Sir?" slave asks then quietly waits for His reply. After a few moments Master answers, with a soft "thank You Master" slave lotions thoroughly though she has to concentrate so she doesn't rush, then she sprays the matching scent.
Master kindly allows slave to take showers that are a little longer than she needs most of the time so once she is finished slave has been out of His collar for way too long.
her neck prickles uncomfortably and she feels frighteningly naked, checking Masters collar to be sure its cleaned properly slave places it in her mouth and crawls to Masters bedside.
slave kneels, collar in her hands as they rest upturned on her knees and she listens for a movement from Him as she tries to be still.
Holding out His hand Master takes His collar and relief floods through slave as she bows her head over His knee, pulling her hair to the side. Masters fingers brush her neck as He slides the cool leather around her neck. slave closes her eyes happily as the click of the lock sounds close to her ear and Master rests His hand on her head and pets her. Comforted slave whispers a wholehearted thank You and sinks to her knees, thinking about how privileged she is to serve such a wonderful Master. Life is good.
Master kindly allows slave to take showers that are a little longer than she needs most of the time so once she is finished slave has been out of His collar for way too long.
her neck prickles uncomfortably and she feels frighteningly naked, checking Masters collar to be sure its cleaned properly slave places it in her mouth and crawls to Masters bedside.
slave kneels, collar in her hands as they rest upturned on her knees and she listens for a movement from Him as she tries to be still.
Waiting stretches into eternity as slave grown increasingly uncomfortable.
Holding out His hand Master takes His collar and relief floods through slave as she bows her head over His knee, pulling her hair to the side. Masters fingers brush her neck as He slides the cool leather around her neck. slave closes her eyes happily as the click of the lock sounds close to her ear and Master rests His hand on her head and pets her. Comforted slave whispers a wholehearted thank You and sinks to her knees, thinking about how privileged she is to serve such a wonderful Master. Life is good.
Friday, February 6, 2009
New Collar
Master recently ordered new collars and cuffs for His girls to wear, thank You Master!
slave has never had a set of cuffs to wear before and she really enjoys them. They are royal blue against a black base because Master likes slave in that color. The best part is that Masters collar locks! slave is tickled that she gets to wear His symbol of ownership locked around her neck and wrists *happy sigh*.
slave has been working on her 'graceful' movements, still. she has such difficulty remembering to be aware of her moments at all times, she will move nicely for a while but slave can never seem to quite make it habit. Speaking appropriately has also been a struggle lately, asking too many questions or phrasing things wrong. slave keeps working to better herself though she just wishes it felt like she was getting somewhere faster...
Life has been busy. Not chaos stressful busy but, busy enough that there is always something going on. So recently playtime has been limited and slave is itching for a good beating. That feeling where your skin gets extremely sensitive and any teasing nip or clawed squeeze causes breath to catch... where the switch in your head flips with a whispered command, from daily slave to formal mode. Dropping into a kneel with lowered eyes as the mind and body become alert and ready for the most subtle of commands... *anticipating*
slave recently had to stop talking to her last friend that said she accepted slave for who she was, it's sad really.
It's not that slave isn't allowed to talk to her, it's just that she doesn't understand slave anymore. You cannot be friends with someone who thinks you are nothing more than a freak, or some misled person in need of saving.... slave wishes she could find a little subbie/slave/pet friend to come over and visit. Someone to share stories and struggles with as they chatted on the floor at their Master's feet. Someone who would understand a hurried goodbye when Master snaps for slave and not get upset. Ahhh whats the saying? "If wishes were horses?" something like that....
slave has never had a set of cuffs to wear before and she really enjoys them. They are royal blue against a black base because Master likes slave in that color. The best part is that Masters collar locks! slave is tickled that she gets to wear His symbol of ownership locked around her neck and wrists *happy sigh*.
slave has been working on her 'graceful' movements, still. she has such difficulty remembering to be aware of her moments at all times, she will move nicely for a while but slave can never seem to quite make it habit. Speaking appropriately has also been a struggle lately, asking too many questions or phrasing things wrong. slave keeps working to better herself though she just wishes it felt like she was getting somewhere faster...
Life has been busy. Not chaos stressful busy but, busy enough that there is always something going on. So recently playtime has been limited and slave is itching for a good beating. That feeling where your skin gets extremely sensitive and any teasing nip or clawed squeeze causes breath to catch... where the switch in your head flips with a whispered command, from daily slave to formal mode. Dropping into a kneel with lowered eyes as the mind and body become alert and ready for the most subtle of commands... *anticipating*
slave recently had to stop talking to her last friend that said she accepted slave for who she was, it's sad really.
It's not that slave isn't allowed to talk to her, it's just that she doesn't understand slave anymore. You cannot be friends with someone who thinks you are nothing more than a freak, or some misled person in need of saving.... slave wishes she could find a little subbie/slave/pet friend to come over and visit. Someone to share stories and struggles with as they chatted on the floor at their Master's feet. Someone who would understand a hurried goodbye when Master snaps for slave and not get upset. Ahhh whats the saying? "If wishes were horses?" something like that....
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Still here and still busy!
The past few times on the computer have been spent searching for information on becoming a better slave. she is working hard on self improvement, grace, discipline, attention to detail ... etc.
If anyone has a favorite website she would love to hear about it.
A quick update:
Master and slave recently got a new job, slave loves it. she is Masters assistant and the boss doesn't mind that slave always has on Masters collar.
T/they are very busy though but, life is good.
slave has a lovely dark purple bruise on her bottom from nine days ago! Since things have been so busy there has been little time for play... Master made a quick moment the other day.
He took slave out back in the dark and ordered her to present then beat her with a big stick.
Thank You Master!!!
It was so intense that slave had difficulty standing so Master allowed her to get down on all fours. Unfortunately slave knelt right in an ant pile because she moved forward of the place Master pointed at. she didn't even notice until after but, it was sooo very worth it!
That's today's news and slave will try to be on more *sheepish grin*
If anyone has a favorite website she would love to hear about it.
A quick update:
Master and slave recently got a new job, slave loves it. she is Masters assistant and the boss doesn't mind that slave always has on Masters collar.
T/they are very busy though but, life is good.
slave has a lovely dark purple bruise on her bottom from nine days ago! Since things have been so busy there has been little time for play... Master made a quick moment the other day.
He took slave out back in the dark and ordered her to present then beat her with a big stick.
Thank You Master!!!
It was so intense that slave had difficulty standing so Master allowed her to get down on all fours. Unfortunately slave knelt right in an ant pile because she moved forward of the place Master pointed at. she didn't even notice until after but, it was sooo very worth it!
That's today's news and slave will try to be on more *sheepish grin*
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