Reading the blogs of other slave/pet/subbie's in her infrequent time on the computer slave is very surprised. It's hard for her to understand sometimes the way so many fight against themselves and their training. This slave makes many mistakes and has learned about some unwanted traits she has been changing within herself but, she is always eager to please Master.
slave hates it when she has an inappropriate thought of annoyance at a restriction or punishment and is always quick to banish it. slave is devastated to disappoint Master in any way and is always working on something, speech, posture, her walk, anything requiring discipline that Master has instructed her on. she does her best to always behave, learn and be the best slave that she can.
Don't think that she is weak in any way or that she can't make decisions, because she can. This slave is a very strong and resourceful woman who is also a good shot, loves to be outdoors, enjoys some lovely corny music and is a very determined little thing when somethings important to her. she gives Master her all and feels special when Master doe's things like take her out to eat, at any type of place and orders her food. He knows exactly what she likes and will usually allow her that. When slave gets peas or something a little against her taste, she knows that Master did it for some pleasure of His and that makes the torture worthwhile and enjoyable.
When she started feeling 'fluffy' (like a pet) here and there it took some sorting out. First she had to realize that Master was ok with and amused by it, and that it made her happy. Who cares about society's restrictions or being normal! If being a freak or weirdo means that this slave gets to be so perfectly happy, gets to feel more joy and love than she had even thought existed, well then what else can she say?
If the things that make this slave her are weird, freakish or offensive to you than go right ahead and call her your names. she'll just smile and think of being beaten to tears, choked on Masters cock, petted while told what a good slave she is and then curling up to sleep in the cage and chained at Masters side the night before, and giggle. her face will turn red, her pussy will squish and her heart will overflow with such love for her amazing Master. she'll look you dead in the eye and with pride and happiness say "why yes, i am a freak".
Don't ever let anyone make you feel ashamed of who you are.
