The economy, jobs, and other parts of life...

slave is wondering what happens next.
The last job that was so great was nice enough to lay Master and slave off just two days before the contract became binding for a year. *sigh*
Well, to be fair Master and slave did complete all the projects they wanted done, Master is just such a hard worker.

With the economy the way it is it's been hard to find a new job, even at a fast food restaurant.
Master and slave have a wide range of skills between T/them so the lack of ANY jobs down here is a little unnerving.

Master is trying to avoid having to go on the truck again because He's tired of not being home.
slave is worried that the only other option will be her going to Alaska to work there. Not that she doesn't love it there but she hates being away from Master, though she would happily go if He wished.

slave has really been enjoying all the relaxing time with Master though and loves being at His foot all the time. It has been a lovely break with Him and slave will miss it when T/they do find something.

The night W/we met...

*Giggle* For some reason as slave was kneeling here trying to decide what to write she started thinking about the night that she met Master. It was the typical mutual-friend-birthday-party thing where everyone was just drinking and having a good time. Master and w were the only ones in the lifestyle but everyone else was either swingers or wanting to be so it was pretty 'anti vanilla'.

Sometime during the night, Master had slave spin around for Him as He looked her up and down. He thought for a moment, considering then looked her dead in the eye and said "I normally like big girls but, you'll do".
slave had no idea that He was the friend that she had been told was a Master. slave also said nothing to Him about always wanting to be a slave. slave is very friendly but it probably would have offended her usually, so why did it make her so happy?

It's mind boggling how much that night changed her life...

It is quite the story and often joked about how some sexy guy at a party told her that "she would do".

Well, You'll do perfect Master *playful smile*
slave will serve You forever if You let her, she loves You so.

By the way slave also has a little more meat on her bones now, she actually has an ass thanks to Masters workouts *happy dance*

Books and reading

slave was wondering if A/anyone can recommend books that T/they find helpful in the lifestyle? Serving, manners, stretching, positions, posture, grace, sex.... slave is looking for information to better herself and would love to have some favorites to pick up.

A moment of thought

Kneeling here in front of the computer in the early morning hours. Master watches TV on the bed behind slave and she thinks of how lucky she is. This life is... amazing and Master is just too good for words. It's nice how so many things are just, natural now. How much slave has changed these past few years. slave doesn't have to think to ask before she uses the bathroom anymore, she just does. slave waits to eat until Master has taken a bite because that's just how it should be. slave grabs the thinnest blanket for the bottom of Masters cage because it should be hard. Masters drink is always full and fresh, sitting on a pad so it doesn't drip on Him when He gets a drink.
Master allows slave to serve Him and she is grateful and happy, very happy.
slave still has things to work on though, many, many things that need improving. she looks forward to such things and hopes to please Master with all that she does.

Continuing sweet release...

Then Master softly brushed His fingertips against slaves throbbing nipple, delicately caressed her welted ass and laid a light hand on her tender side.

Gently touching her as slave leaned into Masters warm, naked body with hurt, happy noises.
Moments later Master pulls away with a growl and brings the thick glass rod down to thud against slaves body. Over and over and over ....

slave gives a little squeal as she feels the cold, smooth glass rubbing against her wet pussy. Master barely slides it inside her for just a second, then takes it away. Bringing Winston down to crack against slaves ass a few times causing slave to put most of her weight against Masters cuffs.
Then slave feels the light, feathery touch of Masters lips on hers before He kisses her deeply *heaven*.

slave can feel Master moving before her and follows Master by sound and scent, oh Master smells so good!
The hairs on her body stand up and she shudders at the sound of Master swinging an implement behind her, this way and that, and slave waits.....
Taken completely by surprise when it slaps against her flesh repeatedly.

slave starts to wonder if her feet are supporting her weight at all any more as she quivers and pants. Hanging there slave has no concept of time, though it was probably 30 seconds or so it seemed like it was a moment that just hung in the air....
Master suddenly wraps slave up in something incredibly soft, holding her in His strong embrace. Lifting her with one arm Master unhooks the cuffs and she leans back into Him, so warm, so safe.
Master effortlessly lays slave on the bed and wraps Himself around her so protecting and loving, slowly slipping off the blindfold.

slave makes happy noises and Master answers with a deep growl in her ear that rumbles out of His chest. Lightly kissing her face slave thanks Master happily and T/they lay together, so perfect.

Thank You Master.

Sweet release

slave was laying in the cage beside Masters bed as He watched TV yesterday.
Completely miserable, she tried to fight all of the thoughts that were making her squirm in an effort not to touch herself. So excited, so pent up she wasn't sure what to do with herself, tortured.

Master looks down at her "slave" He says, "go pick out ten implements, some sandpaper and the wartenburg wheel". "Yes Master" slave replies with the hopeful thought that perhaps her torture was ending.
After gathering Masters toys (Winston included of course) slave kneels beside Him quietly.

After a few moments Master turns His attention to slave "what is going through your mind?" He asks. "Nothing Master" slave replies, "Nothing?" He questions. "i am trying not to get too excited Master, You have been enjoying torture lately Sir" she replies trying to fight the tremor in her voice. she startles at Masters devious laugh "How do you torture a pain slut?" He asks with a chuckle "you deny them pain".

Master calls her over to the chain dangling from the roof and fastens the black and blue cuffs around her wrists and hooks them to the chain. slave starts trembling as she stands on tiptoe almost hanging from her wrists, trembling with excitement, eagerness and fear.
Master stepped away for a moment, then was suddenly behind slave slipping a blindfold over her eyes.
slave starts to slip down into that place ....
Master drags the sandpaper softly down slaves sides and she moans in pleasure...
After a few moments He starts pressing harder and harder as He rubs slave whimpers, gasping and fighting not to squirm.

When slave felt like all the skin had been rubbed off of her sides Master brushed the sandpaper against her sensitive nipples. Within seconds slave was sniffling and trying not to cry, and breathed a sigh of relief when Master pulled away.
Crying out when Master cracked the zebra cane against them and choking back a sob.

Switching to slaves ass, back and thighs Master used the 'zebra' cane that leaves twin stripes with each stroke. Winston the awful/lovely construction garbage. The flogger, crop, and various other toys found or created. Beating slave with His great skill Master had her fighting not to move and wondering how much more she could take, sobbing and sagging in the cuffs.
... to be continued

Torture...

Kneeling at Masters foot slave tries to think of something boring... like baseball... or... um... nuns, yeah nuns will work! .....nope... not nuns either... *frustrated sigh*.

Master is torturing slave again, oh the agony! Master sits in His chair all sexy and naked, every so often casually brushing His hand against His perfect cock. slave thinks about how that large hand can just about wrap all the way around her little throat and she starts getting wet again before she remembers the nuns... playing baseball.... good old boring baseball... at a ballpark... boring...

*whimper*

Master has been teasing and torturing slave for about two weeks or so (slave has very carefully not been keeping track because that only makes it worse). When slave doesn't have sex she starts getting all riled up, three days usually has her at the bitch in heat stage. Well, the last couple of times that Master has had 'sex' with slave He has fucked one of His other girls first, with slave in the room all horny, trying not to get the carpet all wet.....

Then Master has slave get on top of Him and barely, just barely puts the tip of Him inside her while 'w' or 'n' gives Master a hand job until He shoots His load in slave's pussy. Thanking Master for the hot load making her a 'cream filled slave' slave is in agony (though grateful and privileged). T/they both know that Masters cum dripping out of slave will keep her extremely fired up for hours, slave hopes that Master is enjoying her torment.

So slave kneels, at perfect cock level, and works up the nerve to stroke it while being alert for a 'look' from Master. Master gives her a few seconds to let her guard down before thwacking her on the forehead, firm but not punishing. slave miserably rocks back into position and Master smiles down at her, slave tries not to pout.

This happens repeatedly for days though with slight variations each time. Master actually allows slave to play with it for a few moments once or twice...

Baseball..... gardening... so wet... slave starts picturing her lips sliding down Masters shaft... the feel of His head as slave flicks her tongue... oh yeah, boring, not baseball that doesn't work... boats, yeah slave likes boats! they are fun. she loves being in the water, and the storms are nice, the rough seas... rough... what a great word.... slave loves it when Master is rough... when He pins her down and pounds into her... choking slave while Master growls at her... *squish* slave realizes that she is soaked... Agh! Freaking nuns! *misery, horrible misery*

After slave tells Master that she feels like she is going to explode and pleads for help. Master tells her that it should be easy for her to cum when He tells her to, whenever He decides to make use of her. slave remembers the last time (seems so long ago...) when she had trouble having an orgasm when commanded to... slave could just strangle herself! *beating her head on the floor*
Perhaps if she is lucky Master will have mercy on her soon, and slave will be sure to stay out of her way this time.