Master recently ordered new collars and cuffs for His girls to wear, thank You Master!
slave has never had a set of cuffs to wear before and she really enjoys them. They are royal blue against a black base because Master likes slave in that color. The best part is that Masters collar locks! slave is tickled that she gets to wear His symbol of ownership locked around her neck and wrists *happy sigh*.
slave has been working on her 'graceful' movements, still. she has such difficulty remembering to be aware of her moments at all times, she will move nicely for a while but slave can never seem to quite make it habit. Speaking appropriately has also been a struggle lately, asking too many questions or phrasing things wrong. slave keeps working to better herself though she just wishes it felt like she was getting somewhere faster...
Life has been busy. Not chaos stressful busy but, busy enough that there is always something going on. So recently playtime has been limited and slave is itching for a good beating. That feeling where your skin gets extremely sensitive and any teasing nip or clawed squeeze causes breath to catch... where the switch in your head flips with a whispered command, from daily slave to formal mode. Dropping into a kneel with lowered eyes as the mind and body become alert and ready for the most subtle of commands... *anticipating*
slave recently had to stop talking to her last friend that said she accepted slave for who she was, it's sad really.
It's not that slave isn't allowed to talk to her, it's just that she doesn't understand slave anymore. You cannot be friends with someone who thinks you are nothing more than a freak, or some misled person in need of saving.... slave wishes she could find a little subbie/slave/pet friend to come over and visit. Someone to share stories and struggles with as they chatted on the floor at their Master's feet. Someone who would understand a hurried goodbye when Master snaps for slave and not get upset. Ahhh whats the saying? "If wishes were horses?" something like that....
3 comments:
I feel your need for someone who you not only relate to but can truly accept you as a sane and happy person. My friends have 'accepted' my lifestyle of serving Master but you can tell it makes them uneasy. They don't understand, and I don't expect them to... but it would be nice to have someone who I could spend time with who is in the same lifestyle as I am. It can get lonely no matter how much you love your Master.
I have the same problem. I dare not tell my closet friends they would freak if I told them my husband and I are owned by one of our friends from college.
Thank you both very much for commenting, it's very nice to hear from others in the same situation.
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