Friday, October 1, 2010

A dawning duh moment

Yesterday it dawned on slave for the first time that she is the only skinny 'girlfriend' that Master has ever had, He usually wont settle for less than a chunky girl. It's not like slave didn't know that Master usually dated big girls, she just figured that somewhere in His past there was at least one skinny (average really, skinny just means not chunky) girl.
slave doesn't count flings, one night stands or a here and there fuckbuddy. Master is a really big slut as is slave, and no it's not a bad thing, just a fact. But those numbers don't end up in the girlfriend pool.

It was just a 'wow' moment. she feels privileged that Master liked her enough to see past her size but, it also makes her stop for a moment.
she really thought about it when she saw pictures of one of Masters exes, from the way He had talked about her and the stories told before slave had just assumed she was at least in the 'skinny bitch/bones' category that this slave is in (the former cheerleader probably had a part in that assumption but, was apparently before He met her). Well, nope.

It just make her feel this odd mix of special, grateful, and a little self conscious.
Sometimes it's still a little hard to be 'the skinny bitch' when slave thinks about it, sounds kinda funny huh?

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